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so take them off
the blinders that cover your eyes
don't break new ground
just follow the beaten path

well, all I can do in the end
is bury it in the cellar
and only a fool would pretend
to blame it on the weather

it's so dangerous
all this blamelessness
and I feel like I lost all the good I've known
it's so dangerous
all this shamelessness
and I feel like I'm watching a tumor grow

         — DANGEROUS // SEETHER (x)

well I saw my face in the mirror
and I am, I believe, a growing curiosity
hold my feet to the fire
'cause I am, I believe, a quivering atrocity

sowing seeds of doubt
that we can't live without
saw my face in the mirror
and I am, I believe, a trembling monstrosity

and yeah I live my life like a broken-hearted failure
I'm trying to shed some light on the scars left by the razors

         — FAILURE // SEETHER (x)

the only Heaven I'll be sent to
is when I'm alone with you
I was born sick, but I love it
command me to be well

take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
offer me that deathless death
good God, let me give you my life

         — TAKE ME TO CHURCH // HOZIER (x)

you know the distance never made a difference to me
I swam a lake of fire, I'd have walked across the floor of any sea
ignored the vastness between all that can be seen
and all that we believe
so I thought you were like an angel to me

funny how true colors shine in darkness and in secrecy
if there were scarlet flags, they washed down in the mind of me
where a blinding light shone on you every night
and either side of my sleep
where you were held frozen like an angel to me

         — UNKNOWN / NTH // HOZIER (x)

I still watch you when you're groovin'
as if through water from the bottom of a pool
you're movin' without movin'
and when you move, I'm moved
you are a call to motion
there, all of you a verb in perfect view
like Jonah on the ocean
when you move, I'm moved

when you move
I'm put to mind of all that I wanna be
when you move
I could never define all that you are to me

so move me, baby
shake like the bough of a willow tree
you do it naturally
move me, baby

         — MOVEMENT // HOZIER (x)

hold me, hold me like a grudge
the world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa
faster and faster, can't do it on my own
part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah
so hold me like a grudge

I guess somehow we made it back
with a few dreams of ours still intact
I am a diamond on the inside, just add the pressure
know it's inside me, but I got no map to my own treasure

         — HOLD ME LIKE A GRUDGE // FALL OUT BOY (x)

sometimes I feel so happy
sometimes I feel so sad
sometimes I feel so happy
but mostly you just make me mad
baby, you just make me mad

linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes

thought of you as my mountaintop
thought of you as my peak
thought of you as everything
I've had, but couldn't keep
I've had, but couldn't keep

         — PALE BLUE EYES // VELVET UNDERGROUND (x)

I'll be your mirror
reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
the light on your door to show that you're home

when you think the night has seen your mind
that inside you're twisted and unkind
let me stand to show that you are blind
please put down your hands
'cause I see you

I find it hard to believe you don't know
the beauty you are
but if you don't, let me be your eyes
a hand to your darkness so you won't be afraid

         — I'LL BE YOUR MIRROR // VELVET UNDERGROUND & NICO (x)

it's hard to swallow
the taste that's on your tongue
you're growing hollow
and it's only just begun
you put a target on my back
as you paint the skies red
you can drag me down through Hell and back
but these lies you can't defend

demon eyes, demonize
who am I in your eyes?

now that you find
the truth in your lies
more evil than blind
with your demon eyes
you're trying to find
the truth in your lies
all innocence dies

         — DEMON EYES // ENMY (x)

a two-tonne weight around my chest feels like
it just dropped a twenty-storey height
if there was anyone to ever get through this life
with their heart still intact, they didn't do it right
the last time I felt your weight on my chest, you said
"we didn't get it right but, love, we did our best"

and we will again
moving on in time and taking more from
everything that ends

and all things end
all that we intend is scrawled in sand
or slips right through our hands
and just knowing
that everything will end
should not change our plans
when we begin again

         — ALL THINGS END // HOZIER (x)

if nothing lasts forever
and no one makes it out alive

I wanna spend our lives together
while we have the time

and if there's no God to meet us
don't be scared

we'll go back to where we came from
meet you in thin air

oh, we don't need to know
all we have is now, so just let it go

when your number's called
and it's time to disappear

have no fear
'cause you got me
and I got you
right here

         — ALL WE HAVE IS NOW // ROYAL BLOOD (x)

wakin' up, bottom of an empty cup
layin’ in your favorite clothes chosen just for you
make you laugh, maybe I could make you laugh
books of faded photographs, moments saved for you
angel dust, tiny little papercuts
close my eyes and feel your touch, holdin' onto you

rest, you can rest now
rest, you will be safe now

         — REST // FOO FIGHTERS (x)

where have you gone?
walk in circles, back to square one
made it through yesterday
spilling wine, thinking of the time

wrote you a melody
rolling your eyes, held your hand a while
need not say anything to me
hear you loud and clear
loud and clear

I'll take care of everything
from now on

where are you now?
who will show me how?

         — SHOW ME HOW // FOO FIGHTERS (x)

what was the moment? it's hard to say
I'm sure I don't remember anyway
before I only knew to hesitate
pin back in the grenade
and all the ways I'd keep you safe
I keep you safe from me

and, oh my love, I lied to you
but I never needed to
oh my love, I lied to you
but you always knew the truth

I got too good at fighting chemicals
and dodging arrows I was asking for
wading through the fog and then it disappeared
naked when I'm here
and why should I deny what's all at once so crystal clear?

         — LIAR // PARAMORE (x)

face away
deal with the pain
your own way
how could they deal with the pain?

I know
it was mine too
and you?
is it really you?

let's search the skies for a while
you and I
collide like two stars for a while
you and I

         — IS IT REALLY YOU // SLEEP TOKEN & LOATHE (x)

there'll be no summer
there'll be no spring
if not for this love of mine
thorns without flowers
bars with no drinks
if not for this love of mine

all the lights
all the parties would just fade out
shut them down

if not for you, I wouldn't sing anymore
if not for you, I couldn't get off this floor
if not for you, Hell would be knockin' on my door
if not for you

         — IF NOT FOR YOU // MANESKIN (x)

the sound of laughter
echoes from a few doors down
the sound of pressure
is getting louder
whisper in my ear
that you need me
but if you saw it clearly
would you leave me?

I'm honest to you
but I'm lying to myself
and I don't wanna hear it
it has something to do
with the balance of my blood
and when I'll have to spill it
people moving faster
am I the only one that's slowing down?
am I slowing you down?

         — SLOWING DOWN // THE BACKSEAT LOVERS (x)

I'm in between the sky and sea
I'm floating in oblivion
I'm in between entrapped and free
I'm floating in oblivion

I'm in the middle of the best and worst of me
hurts to breathe, can't believe I'm so lost
all I want is someone to find me
bring me back from oblivion

ask God to save me
but she said maybe, no

         — OBLIVION // PALAYE ROYALE (x)

shame, blame
words like these fester
and I pray
for no change in seasons
I hate rain
don't let me drown in this room

lie, cheat
don't tell me secrets I can't keep
your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you

if you loved me
why couldn't you find a way?
if you love me
why shouldn't I beg for you to stay?

         — MOVE ME // BADFLOWER (x)

in the subtle space, there's an endless ocean
but the devils sing and it's deafening
what a world we're living in
oh, we're never listening
when the leaves fall in the spring

may all the beggars be blessed
like angels with anhedonia
we're all just doing our best
repeating, "there's nothing left"
that's why we weed out the wonderers
maybe there's virtue in emptiness
but I still drown in distress
when the leaves fall in the spring

I've got a lot to lose
but I won't lie to you
and make believe sincerity
I'm praying for a remedy

         — DYING IS ABSOLUTELY SAFE // ARCHITECTS (x)

can we kiss
with poison on our lips
well I'm not scared

can we touch and taste forbidden bliss
they can't stop us now, I won't let you be alone
I am coming for you
keep us apart, it's too much to ask

we're running away
take off your clothes and take off your mask
it's not over now, I won't leave you in the dark
because I need you so

         — VERONA // MUSE (x)

this is a love song, real love
dirty rip out the whole of your soul love
I'll hate myself for days love
sitting all alone and listening to Nick Cave love

this is a dark song, real dark
feral tear off your skin to the bone dark
I'll drink myself to death dark
do anything to feel your breath on my neck dark

can I sing this to you?
got a thing about you
and it won't go away, no
it won't go away
it won't go away

         — REAL LOVE SONG // NOTHING BUT THIEVES (x)

my love, the world's upside down
my love, no solid ground
my love, there are no more facts
my love, reality's cracked

and then there's you
there's always you
you're all I need to keep believing

and then there's you
there's always you
the air that keeps my spirit breathing

         — ALWAYS YOU // DEPECHE MODE (x)

speak to me, I will follow
I heard you call my name
lying on the bathroom floor
no one here to blame
there's a message I know can be found
I'm listening, I hear you, your sound

speak to me in a language
that I can understand
tell me that you're listening
give me some kind of plan
give me something, you'd be my drug of choice
you lead me, I follow, your voice

I will disappoint you
I will let you down
I need to know you're here with me
turn it all around
I'd be grateful, I'd follow you around
I'm listening, I'm here now, I'm found

         — SPEAK TO ME // DEPECHE MODE (x)

this dark is killing us slow
when you turn another light off
have we torn this place apart?
hold hands, we walk a tightrope
up high where no one else could go
and here we are alone

in a car crash for two
I walk in the wilderness of you
it's beautiful madness
this chaos in blue
you make it better, babe
you know me better than I do

this love's a little lethal
two gods in this cathedral
you make me, you break me
kneel at the alter in the debris
this cup, wе'll drink it all up
this cup is never enough
as wе tear this place apart

         — A CAR CRASH FOR TWO // GIA FORD (x)

I'm taking it slowly, you'd never know
how quick it gets lonely here at the top
her skin feels unholy but I'm still drawn
the morals I'm holding, you know they're gone

no God, no religion
just bad, bad decisions
no God, no religion
just bad, bad decisions

you can be all I got, what's the difference?
Hennessy and a lot of bad decisions
all I know, all I know is bad, bad decisions

         — BAD DECISIONS // BAD OMENS (x)

floating here like this with you
underneath the stars
alight for 13 billion years
the view is beautiful
and ours alone tonight
underneath the stars

spinning round and round with you
watching shadows melt the light
soft shining from our eyes
into another space
is ours alone tonight
watching shadows melt

and the waves break

         — UNDERNEATH THE STARS // THE CURE (x)

I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things
we can do the tango, just for two
I can serenade and gently play on your heart strings
be your Valentino, just for you

ooh, love, ooh, lover boy
what're you doing tonight? hey, boy
set my alarm, turn on my charm
that's because I'm a good old-fashioned lover boy

ooh, let me feel your heartbeat (grow faster, faster)
can you feel my love heat?
come on and sit on my hot seat of love
and tell me how do you feel, right after all
I'd like for you and I to go romancing
say the word, your wish is my command

         — GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVER BOY // QUEEN (x)

love of my life, you've hurt me
you've broken my heart, and now you leave me
love of my life, can't you see?
bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me
because you don't know what it means to me

love of my life, don't leave me
you've taken my love, you now desert me
love of my life, can't you see?
bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me
because you don't know what it means to me

you will remember when this is blown over
and everything's all by the way
when I grow older, I will be there at your side
to remind you how I still love you

         — LOVE OF MY LIFE // QUEEN (x)

your own personal Jesus
someone to hear your prayers
someone who cares
your own personal Jesus
someone to hear your prayers
someone who's there

feeling unknown
and you're all alone
flesh and bone
by the telephone
lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

take second best
put me to the test
things on your chest
you need to confess
I will deliver
you know I'm a forgiver

         — PERSONAL JESUS // DEPECHE MODE (x)

darling, you got to let me know
should I stay or should I go?
if you say that you are mine
I'll be here 'till the end of time
so you got to let me know
should I stay or should I go?

it's always tease, tease, tease
you're happy when I'm on my knees
one day it's fine and next it's black
so if you want me off your back
well, come on and let me know
should I stay or should I go?

should I stay or should I go now?
should I stay or should I go now?
if I go, there will be trouble
and if I stay it will be double
so come on and let me know

         — SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO // THE CLASH (x)

oh baby, don't you know I suffer?
oh baby, can you hear me moan?
you caught me under false pretenses
how long before you let me go?

you set my soul alight
you set my soul alight

glaciers melting in the dead of night
and the superstars sucked into the super massive
glaciers melting in the dead of night
and the superstars sucked into the super massive

         — SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLE // MUSE (x)

I look at you and my blood boils hot
I feel my temperature rise
I want it all, give me what you got
it's hunger in your eyes

I'm getting closer, baby hear me breathe

you know the way to give me what I need
just let me love you and you'll never leave

feel my heat
takin' you higher
burn with me
Heaven's on fire
paint the sky with desire
angel fly
Heaven's on fire

         — HEAVEN'S ON FIRE // KISS (x)

I see a red door
and I want it painted black
no colors anymore
I want them to turn black

I see the girls walk by
dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head
until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars
and they're all painted black
with flowers and my love
both never to come back

I've seen people turn their heads
and quickly look away
like a newborn baby
it just happens everyday

I look inside myself
and see my heart is black
I see my red door
I must have it painted black

maybe then, I'll fade away
and not have to face the facts
it's not easy facing up
when your whole world is black

         — PAINT IT, BLACK // THE ROLLING STONES (x)

cold as a valley where I lay my head
cold as a woman on another man's bed
down in the forest with the devil in me
I remember the looks on their faces through the sycamore trees

ain't no chariots of fire, come to take me home
I'm lost in the woods, and I wander alone

hellfire, hellfire, take my soul
I'm waiting, waiting, I'm ready to go
mothers, children, lock your doors
I'm waiting, I'm ready to go

burn in an alleyway through a dead end street
murdering promises that I just can't keep
we could sing pretty melodies on the unmade bed
slow dancing to a silhouette 'cause I ain't dead yet

         — HELLFIRE // BARNS COURTNEY (x)

if you were church, I'd get on my knees
confess my love, I'd know where to be
my sanctuary, you're holy to me
if you were church, I'd get on my knees
I'd get on my knees
I'd get on my knees
I'd get on my knees

and take the pain
make it billboard big then swallow it for me
time-capsule for the future
trust me, that's what I will be
oh, the things that you do in the name of what you love
you were doomed but just enough
you were doomed but just enough

         — CHURCH // FALL OUT BOY (x)

one look from you
and I'm on that faded love
out of my body
and flying above

if there were any more left of me
I'd give it to you
and I'll tell you that I am fine
but I'm a missile that's guided to you

go out in the world to start over again and again
as many times as you can
and in the end if I don't make it on the list
would you sneak me a wristband?
woah, would you give me, give me, give me

give me a boost
a boost over Heaven's gate, yeah
give me a boost over Heaven's gate
I'm gonna need a boost
'cause everything else is a substitute for your love
give me a boost over Heaven's gate

         — HEAVEN'S GATE // FALL OUT BOY (x)

every whisper, of every waking hour
I'm choosing my confessions
trying to keep an eye on you
like a hurt, lost and blinded fool
oh no I've said too much

I set it up
consider this
consider this the hint of the century
consider this the slip
that brought me to my knees, failed
what if all these fantasies come
flailing around
now I've said too much

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

         — LOSING MY RELIGION // R.E.M. (x)

and I'd give up forever to touch you
'cause I know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be
and I don't want to go home right now

and all I can taste is this moment
and all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

and I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

         — IRIS // GOO GOO DOLLS (x)

I hear a voice say, "don't be so blind"
it's telling me all these things
that you would probably hide
am I your one and only desire?
am I the reason you breathe
or am I the reason you cry?

always, always, always, always, always, always

I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can't live without you

         — ALWAYS // SALIVA (x)

walk right in all you sinners and saints
tonight's the night we're gonna take off these chains
some wounds will never mend

it came with a warning, now we're all out of time
this romance with ignorance has left us behind
sit back, relax, begin

it's too early for surrender
too late for a prayer
we can't go to Hell if we're already there
they say the end is coming
and I need to prepare
we can't go to Hell if we're already there

         — CAN'T GO TO HELL // SIN SHAKE SIN (x)

I heard the angels call again
I threw myself a party
chardonnay and oxy
I stopped the screams inside my head
I remember when you had me
floating high like Sid and Nancy

they say it's not the answer but I can't carry on
'cause I got nowhere, no one, without you boy I'm done
and when I'm gone, remember you're the one
and just because I fight don't mean that I never learned how to love

you know devils don't fly
so don't expect me not to fall
devils don't fly
but God we almost had it all
but I got chains and you got wings
you know that life ain't fair sometimes
devils don't fly
but I try

         — DEVILS DON'T FLY // NATALIA KILLS (x)

but I've had one too many cigarettes burning up my lungs
had the taste of one too many lips hanging of my tongue
Sunday morning getting high, drinking here alone
thinking up a brand new alibi for not coming home
and I'm sorry I say fuck so much

I'm not a saint, but I could be if I tried
Lord knows I've got habits to break
I'm really good at being good at goodbyes
I'm gonna give you fair warning that I
I'm not a saint, but I could be if I tried
Lord knows I don't learn from mistakes
and I'm not here unless I'm here by your side
I'm not a saint, but I could be if I

sober up and settle down, give a little talk
'bout how I can't keep from runnin' 'round
say it's such a fault
and I'm sorry I lie so much

         — I'M NOT A SAINT // BILLY RAFFOUL (x)

I would shun the light, share in evening's cool and quiet
who would trade that hum of night
for sunlight, sunlight, sunlight
but whose heart would not take flight
betray the moon as acolyte
on first and fierce affirming sight
of sunlight, sunlight, sunlight

I had been lost to you, sunlight
and flew like a moth to you, sunlight, oh, sunlight
oh, your love is sunlight
oh, your love is sunlight
but it is sunlight

         — SUNLIGHT // HOZIER (x)

do you think I'd give up
that this might've shook the love from me
or that I was on the brink
how could you think, darling, I'd scare so easily
now that it's done
there's not one thing that I would change
my life was a storm, since I was born
how could I fear any hurricane?

if someone asked me at the end

I'll tell them put me back in it
darling, I would do it again
if I could hold you for a minute
darling, I'd go through it again
I would still be surprised I could find you, darling
in any life
if I could hold you for a minute
darling, I would do it again

I would not change it each time
Heaven is not fit to house a love
like you and I

         — FRANCESCA // HOZIER (x)

I know a place downtown, babe, if you wanna go
I'm gonna show you how this Italian amor
Is gonna love you harder than ever before
you will like it
we're gonna get sky-high and create a new world
where somebody might die, but nobody gets hurt
and if it sounds good for you, baby, just say the word
you will like it

it's 5 AM
we feel so good, it's almost frightening
it's 5 AM
I'm made for you, we can't deny it

meet me there where it never closes
meet me there where it's never hopeless
all is fair in love
honey, are you coming?
meet me there where it never closes
meet me there, I'll give you your roses
all is fair in love
honey, are you coming?

         — HONEY (ARE U COMING?) // MANESKIN (x)

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